who i am hates who ive been

OMG an ant died and resurrected in my Ribena... -.- no shyt.

so i having a glass of ribena at home when founnd a dead (not moving) ant in it. so i use my straw, got it out, put it on the inner top side of my glass and continue drinking (still not moving...) i go on doing my own things occasionally taking sips from my cup (its effing DEAD and stuck hard to my glass i swear) when about 45mins later i glance at my cup and WTF ITS GONE! O.O im 110% sure it didnt fall back down into my glass and me drinking it, neither did another insect crawl in my glass, eat the damn ant and crawl back out, and i HIGHLY DOUBT another ant took its body back to bury... so WTF... no shyt im amazed.

(wtf at the ant not me -.-)

if only humans could die, resurrect and start life anew...

* Sexy Bitch - David Guetta ft Akon *
~ Nothing but Black.

Music and Lyrics

All you want is Love's Facade

* 无底洞 - 蔡健雅 *
~Nothing but Black.

Is This As Hard As It Gets

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that i don't hear them talk
Whenever i see you, i'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do i care
If they believe me or not
Whenever i feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this all go away?

* Cry - Kelly Clarkson *
~ Nothing but Black.

Ive Got Troubled Thoughts and A Self Esteem To Match

Young as we may be
We've had reality, truth and life smack us right in the face
Day by day
Lucky are those who get to make a big fuss over an unexpected piece of shyt in your hands
Cause for people like us
We really don't expect less
Its not that we want/embrace it
Its just that its become so familiar
"Same shyt different day" kinda thing
Maybe our negativity or pessimism is the reason behind it
But "good things" or anything without complications for that matter
Never had our names on it
And when something actually does go right
It somehow becomes too good to be true
Hence making it "something wrong"
Sucks to be us?
Hell yeah...
But that's exactly how we grow...
Cause these shyts
They dont kill us
And since they don't its only made us that much stronger.

our time will come (:

* What A Catch Donnie - Fall Out Boy *
~ Nothing but Black.

Easy Peasy Lime... Squeezy?

I was bored and in need of new songs when this popped up!
-squeezing limes...-

Yes, im tickled by it... -.-
As emo as i may be,
ITS A FREAKING MASKED LIME WITH A CAPE!! omfg... xD
*giggles*

...oh shut up...

* Outta My Head - Ashlee Simpson *
~ Nothing but Black.

The Reason Poets Died Before The Modern Era

No joke.
Whatever happened to
"Hey, sup?"
o.O
Fine i'll give him credit for effort *pats back*

* She's A Genius - Jet *
~ Nothing but Black.

Lost Pleasure of Past Passion

Rereading through my last post, i realize i really cant write like i used to in Behind The Facade. My works now are all complete BS and im yet to find a new source of inspiration. Sighs... The end of my writing? *crossing my pens and papers*

*Apparently writing isnt the only thing im losing. My head's gone too. o.O wtf FML*

* Just Lose It - Eminem *
~ Nothing but Black.